Lives interwoven,
by a single beat.
A flame is burning,
in the deep.
kept buried by us,
so that we wont see,
that it has always
meant to be
I lean on you,
you lean on me.
together a whole,
a single beat.
one breath
one voice
one heart
to give.
I need you
like you need me
together we make
one memory
I have loved you once
and yet again
a single being
we have always been
to separate lives
yet still the same
we need each other
to beat the game
Two minds,
two souls,
two heats,
so alike,
that every
breath feels
so right
our lives grow
but on different tracks
but the one thing we want
is just out of o
sit and wait
watch and see
will you ever
love me for me
day by day
and so it goes
ill end
up spending
life alone
Sit and wait
watch and see
as i sit
so lonely
no one is there
no one to say
let me help
you off your
feet
And so it goes
over again
im waiting for
you to let me in
dont shut me out
i know its right
for me to love you
the rest of my life
can anyone save me?
I'm to afraid to speak.
so I bury my head
Like an ostrich you see?
Emotions come rushing
But I'm to afraid to look
Can i stay happy
while I'm on this hook?
Like a fish outta water
I'm unable to breath
I can't face what
has happened to me
If I love him enough
should I just let him be?
My emotions are scary
I don't want to see.
He already has
all I can give.
Just a small portion left
but will it be his?
If he takes it and runs
I would no longer be...
Alive anymore I'm to scared to think
Do i still love him?
Or is this all just a game?
To afraid to
look inside,
to see how i feel
when I look i
Leave!
Hear me for I am..
Who am I?
Do I know myself?
Do you know me?
Be Gone!
I don't want to hear..
Hear what?
Does it matter?
Can it matter?
Get Out!
I said I Don't...
Don't what?
Can I remember?
Can you?
Beat It!
I need...
Need what?
Freedom?
Escape?
Love!
Chapter 1 -not to the prolouge by twisted-emo, literature
Literature
Chapter 1 -not to the prolouge
....3 Years later
In the distance the lights of the small town could be seen through the dark windows of an all but vacant Bus. Her children slept one tucked under each of her arms. Their peaceful faces easing the tension that filled her chest. The bus pulled into the station and she gently shook her children." Leah, Jace..Time to wake up..We're here" clear blue eyes open slowly. Blinking both children rubbed their eyes.
7 years old and so alive and full of energy. It was hard for Riley to understand how two such wonderful children were hers. And she would do all she could to protect them. blonde headed, blue eyed they survey
one day swirls into the next,
A spiraling pit with
a downward decent.
No possible way
to name what im feeling
just close up inside,
no more breathing
Unable to stop
no breaks to hit
please! dont let
this be the end
Hold on tight
there is no light
please enjoy this
coaster ride
mixing massive
hearts of green
No easy way to
speak what i mean
walked all over
NO ONE CARES
please dont touch me
IM NOT HERE.
Unable to stop
no breaks to hit
please! dont let
this be the end
Hold on tight
there is no light
please enjoy this
coaster ride
walked all over
NO ONE CARES
please dont touch me
IM NOT HERE.
one day swirls
you say that its just not the same
that every day your feelings change
but how can i just sit and wait
when a sinking heart i just cant take
my love for you just wont desist
i can not wait till we will not resist
all the pent up passions spent
the sleepless nights of loneliness
together forever is what we said
but when we hit a bump you fled
I tried to keep our love alive
but slowly i have started to die
split apart we go our on way
but in my heart i must say
when your feelings no longer change
i will say im still the same
My love for you wont ever change
prolouge 'to be named later' by twisted-emo, literature
Literature
prolouge 'to be named later'
prologue.
I have always wondered why we throw flowers onto a grave. Is is to pay tribute to the dead? To console ourselves in our time of need? Why, when flowers themselves eventually wither and fade into nothingness. It is a grave of all places i stand at the moment. Tossing flowers onto the grave of my husband. Yet I am not sad, nor am i burdened by grief.
How do you grieve for a man who knew no kindness, no love, nor happiness?
It is with these thoughts in my head that i turn t my children, still to young fully understand what has happened. Yet even if they were old enough,
Tears are the rain
that fall for the sorrow.
Smiles are the sun
shining for the joy.
Sorrow is for the joy
that people hide behind.
A mask we create
to keep from others.
Keep them at arms length
so we never have to suffer.
The heartache,
the pain,
the loss,
the sorrow.
Happiness has a price
most are not willing to pay.
People are suffering
because no one wants stay.
We are searching for that someone
hidden in the dark,
Behind a mask that shields
their hearts.
Tears are the rain,
that fall for the sorrow.
Smiles are the sun,
shining for the joy.
Sorrow is for the joy
that people hide behind.
Believe in the sor
I sit here and think
of all reasons why,
you left me alone
no one by my side
To face this world
and all its deceit,
the heart break,
the pain,
the utter defeat.
on the outside I'm fine,
you think nothings wrong
on the inside I'm screaming,
"to hell with you all"
Shattered to pieces ;
nowhere left to go.
I reach for the knife ,
and away we go.
To face this world
and all its deceit
the heart break,
the pain,
the utter defeat.
So tired of pity,
and torturous looks.
I cant understand,
you traitorous crook.
left behind ,
I am now on my own.
Dont know how I'll make it
in the world all alone.
I sit here and think
of
Lives interwoven,
by a single beat.
A flame is burning,
in the deep.
kept buried by us,
so that we wont see,
that it has always
meant to be
I lean on you,
you lean on me.
together a whole,
a single beat.
one breath
one voice
one heart
to give.
I need you
like you need me
together we make
one memory
I have loved you once
and yet again
a single being
we have always been
to separate lives
yet still the same
we need each other
to beat the game
Two minds,
two souls,
two heats,
so alike,
that every
breath feels
so right
our lives grow
but on different tracks
but the one thing we want
is just out of o
sit and wait
watch and see
will you ever
love me for me
day by day
and so it goes
ill end
up spending
life alone
Sit and wait
watch and see
as i sit
so lonely
no one is there
no one to say
let me help
you off your
feet
And so it goes
over again
im waiting for
you to let me in
dont shut me out
i know its right
for me to love you
the rest of my life
can anyone save me?
I'm to afraid to speak.
so I bury my head
Like an ostrich you see?
Emotions come rushing
But I'm to afraid to look
Can i stay happy
while I'm on this hook?
Like a fish outta water
I'm unable to breath
I can't face what
has happened to me
If I love him enough
should I just let him be?
My emotions are scary
I don't want to see.
He already has
all I can give.
Just a small portion left
but will it be his?
If he takes it and runs
I would no longer be...
Alive anymore I'm to scared to think
Do i still love him?
Or is this all just a game?
To afraid to
look inside,
to see how i feel
when I look i
Leave!
Hear me for I am..
Who am I?
Do I know myself?
Do you know me?
Be Gone!
I don't want to hear..
Hear what?
Does it matter?
Can it matter?
Get Out!
I said I Don't...
Don't what?
Can I remember?
Can you?
Beat It!
I need...
Need what?
Freedom?
Escape?
Love!
Chapter 1 -not to the prolouge by twisted-emo, literature
Literature
Chapter 1 -not to the prolouge
....3 Years later
In the distance the lights of the small town could be seen through the dark windows of an all but vacant Bus. Her children slept one tucked under each of her arms. Their peaceful faces easing the tension that filled her chest. The bus pulled into the station and she gently shook her children." Leah, Jace..Time to wake up..We're here" clear blue eyes open slowly. Blinking both children rubbed their eyes.
7 years old and so alive and full of energy. It was hard for Riley to understand how two such wonderful children were hers. And she would do all she could to protect them. blonde headed, blue eyed they survey
one day swirls into the next,
A spiraling pit with
a downward decent.
No possible way
to name what im feeling
just close up inside,
no more breathing
Unable to stop
no breaks to hit
please! dont let
this be the end
Hold on tight
there is no light
please enjoy this
coaster ride
mixing massive
hearts of green
No easy way to
speak what i mean
walked all over
NO ONE CARES
please dont touch me
IM NOT HERE.
Unable to stop
no breaks to hit
please! dont let
this be the end
Hold on tight
there is no light
please enjoy this
coaster ride
walked all over
NO ONE CARES
please dont touch me
IM NOT HERE.
one day swirls
you say that its just not the same
that every day your feelings change
but how can i just sit and wait
when a sinking heart i just cant take
my love for you just wont desist
i can not wait till we will not resist
all the pent up passions spent
the sleepless nights of loneliness
together forever is what we said
but when we hit a bump you fled
I tried to keep our love alive
but slowly i have started to die
split apart we go our on way
but in my heart i must say
when your feelings no longer change
i will say im still the same
My love for you wont ever change
prolouge 'to be named later' by twisted-emo, literature
Literature
prolouge 'to be named later'
prologue.
I have always wondered why we throw flowers onto a grave. Is is to pay tribute to the dead? To console ourselves in our time of need? Why, when flowers themselves eventually wither and fade into nothingness. It is a grave of all places i stand at the moment. Tossing flowers onto the grave of my husband. Yet I am not sad, nor am i burdened by grief.
How do you grieve for a man who knew no kindness, no love, nor happiness?
It is with these thoughts in my head that i turn t my children, still to young fully understand what has happened. Yet even if they were old enough,
Tears are the rain
that fall for the sorrow.
Smiles are the sun
shining for the joy.
Sorrow is for the joy
that people hide behind.
A mask we create
to keep from others.
Keep them at arms length
so we never have to suffer.
The heartache,
the pain,
the loss,
the sorrow.
Happiness has a price
most are not willing to pay.
People are suffering
because no one wants stay.
We are searching for that someone
hidden in the dark,
Behind a mask that shields
their hearts.
Tears are the rain,
that fall for the sorrow.
Smiles are the sun,
shining for the joy.
Sorrow is for the joy
that people hide behind.
Believe in the sor
I sit here and think
of all reasons why,
you left me alone
no one by my side
To face this world
and all its deceit,
the heart break,
the pain,
the utter defeat.
on the outside I'm fine,
you think nothings wrong
on the inside I'm screaming,
"to hell with you all"
Shattered to pieces ;
nowhere left to go.
I reach for the knife ,
and away we go.
To face this world
and all its deceit
the heart break,
the pain,
the utter defeat.
So tired of pity,
and torturous looks.
I cant understand,
you traitorous crook.
left behind ,
I am now on my own.
Dont know how I'll make it
in the world all alone.
I sit here and think
of
Yes, I Have a Penis by Superiorflowerpower, literature
Literature
Yes, I Have a Penis
Yes, I Have A Penis
Do not assume (if I hold the door for you),
that I am making a statement
about your inabilities
to open the door for yourself.
If you hold it for me,
I'll say 'thankyou'.
Do not assume (if I pay for the meal),
that I am underestimating
your earning capacity
as a woman.
If you invite me out for a meal,
you're paying.
Do not assume (if I defend your rights),
that I am belittling
the attempts that you have made
to defend your rights yourself.
If you defend my rights,
I'll consider you human.
Have you ever felt so alone that its almost crippling? Sometimes I feel like I am the only person on the planet. That every which way I look there is nothing but darkness. I hate that I feel this way, but more often than not these feelings are true. I have a mother that loves me...If a little too much, A friend i would do anything for, and a few other people i care for greatly. Yet I wish for so much and dream of so much more, And the fear i have of falling on my face is terrifying. I dont know if i can do things on my own, But i dont want to depend on others. I want to be my own person, but somethimes i feel I am to strong willed. I scare lo
Soo Im in a weird spot at the moment. I don't really know what to do, i keep confusing myself but something always stays constant. I can explain my self anymore and hope is only something i can dream of. I like to consider myself a strong person. But more often than not i find i doubt myself, my emotions, my motives. I constantly am being pulled by forces outside my control and think of every one before myself because in all reality i don't like what i see in myself and i don't know how to change myself into what i want to be. And more and more i find myself thinking about things i really want but have a sinking feeling i will never have.
My life right now just doesnt seem right.I feel like im in a whirl wind of emotions and being pulled 5000 different directions. Im fighting off my own feelings of depression and anger and hurt. rejection, acceptance and trying to kind a way to claw my way back into the light. i feel like each day reality sinks a little more into the darkness. and more and more i want nothing more than to curl up into a ball and cry. But its me remember? I dont cry, I dont let my emotions get them better of me. I do for everyone else. I take care of everyone else...but now im starting to wonder...what about ME? Deos anyone really care about that? Every smile i